seronok nyer macam ni =)

salam =)

sekarang ni jam menunjukkan jam 1.40 pagi...=)

aku duk mengadap lappy and mengadap buku ulum quran dan ulum hadis,ASU2093, study 2 bab...

seronok lak study bile ade orang yang teman...hihihi =)

serious,it's fun...rase cam bersemangat lak nk trus study...=P

ngade laa ko pika =P

muahahah!!!

ngantuk gak ni,tengok ain,kak long, and mira da lame menjelajah dunia mimpi yang indah,melayari bahtera alam mimpi yang indah tiada penghujungnya,tapi aku ni duk mengadap mende ni yang banyak kemain nek kene hafal...adeh =(

huhuhu...takpe pika,kan ko study ade orang yang temankan...hihihi =)
I LOIKE!
ngihihihih =P (gedik betol laa...)

erm...xtaw nak mengarut hape dah ni...ase cam nak onboard gak flight ke alam mimpi yang bahagia macam ain,kak long, n amira tuh..jeles lak aku ditinggalkan sendirian nih.hahaha...

kay lah yer, tomorrow kalau ade story hot lagik,aku story kat sini..sile laa menengok yer..=)

to dearest frend,JAY LINGUICH...
seronok kau ye dapat gi jalan bawak alya..muahahahahah!!!
(bakor line boh!)

gud nite,sleep tight,toodles!

muah3x!

the final battle is about to begin...

salam...

hi guys =)

erm...right now,i'm the middle of STUDY WEEK...

which means this week there will be no classes,and i will have to study for my exams next week...

and to be frank, i am not doing it...=P

hahaha...xtaw laa nape...

everytime study week je,mesti aku ni malas nak study...

aktiviti aku ni cuma bukak Facebook,main game,tido,makan,tido lagi,basuh baju,makan,tido lagi,makan lagi,tengok movie,tido,makan lagi...

tu jek lah aktiviti aku...hihihi =P

erm...da sem last dah ni,tapi tahap kemalasan aku masih same macam sem2 dulu jugak...

haih,pika2...bile laa ko nak berubah ni pika....

adey laa...=(

tahun ni da umur 21,perangai still macam mase skolah lagi...

erm...sebenarnye bukan xnak study,tapi distraction banyak sangat laa...(alasan..hahahah)

duk kat bilik ni,adoyai,katil tu cam berhantu lak...tak boleh tengok aku duk kat meja study....macam memanggil2 jek suruh aku landing atas dye...muahahahahah!!!

lagipun banyak lagi game dalam lappy ni yang aku tak habis lagi nak explore...

semua ni dugaan betul...hadeh!

"uiy pika,xleh macam ni...kene study...subjek first tu ulum quran...nak mampos ke kalo x start menghafal...?"
(monolog dengan diri sendiri)

erm..pesanan penaja kepada all my best friends that i love soo much, jangan tiru macam saya...hahaha...

sila study,kite dah last sem..sampai bila nak main2 nih...
(cakap orang,diri sendiri tah pape)

uiy...sedih lak bila teringat dah nak habis ni...lepas final exam ni,semua akan bawa diri,ikut haluan masing-masing...

hope our friendship last forever....

love you so much guys!!!
sobb...sobb...=(

erm..pesanan seorag sahabat kepada sahabat2 yang disayangi...

guys, i love you so much...let us all do our best in this FINAL BATTLE our lives here in KIPSAS...
I wish that we will all had our best times together in this last battle together...
and let us give our best towards this battle...
for do or die,i love you all so much =)

na nun saranghanda chingu!

salam....
hi again to all =)
wargh....it's been long since i last opened up my blogger account nih...
agak touching and sedih bile baca entry blog TerOmpa kL@siK, post " Terima Kasih Sahabat" yang ditulis oleh my best friend yang datangnye dari jauh, Muhammad J Sufri Bin Jefri, dari Sabah negeri bawah bayu, (negeri bakal mak mertua aku..hahahaha...=P )...
sangat sedih bace entry tuh....tak sangka lak beliau akan mention aku dalam entry dye and even mention aku sebagai best friend dye...bace entry dye tu,hati aku sangat2 tersentuh...just because that little things i've done for them, aku dihargai sampai macam tu sekali...
x pernah lagi laa kawan2 aku wat macam tu kat aku,contoh nye macam mentioning my name in their blog entry and such laa...even though other friends tak mention aku dalam blog mereka,but still,aku tahu mereka jugak hargai aku seperti kawan baik aku si JAY ni...
gelak ketawa yang kita share selama ni,bukan untuk jay sorang je,but untuk semua besties aku,such as my dearest yunks, sya,echah,zaty,ain,FIRDAUS=P,luqman,rose,eteng,zhafir,hashim,ery,and those yang aku tak mention kat sini,FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, I WOULD NEVER FORGET IT..THAT WAS THE MOST SWEETEST THINGS WE EVER HAD TOGETHER AND I WILL CHERISHED IT AND ALL OF YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH...
kawan2,nak2 lagi macam diorang suma ni, yang boleh share susah senang,tempat kite boleh menangis and boleh ajak gelak (memang feveret diorang ni gelak), payah nak cari... oh god...tak reti macam mana nak cerita...kalau boleh aku tunjukkan je macam mana bebunga,gembira,terharu,suka nye hati aku ni bila bersama dengan diorang,dah aku belah dada ni,and akan aku tunjukkan je rupa hati aku ni supaya my dearest friends ni tahu how valueble they are to me in my life...
dearest friend,if i could beg you to not to leave me,i would've done it...yes,aku akan buat..merayu supaya korang tak tinggalkan aku...tak tahu macam mana nak jadi,for 3 years,korang ade dengan aku,aku tengok muka korang,muke, baru bangun tido,muke sedih,muka bengang,muka happy,semua muka dah aku tengok...macam mana ni kalau korang takde?
kalau boleh aku hentikan masa ni,supaya korang takkan pergi,supaya korang sentiasa akan ada dengan aku,akan aku buat...tapi perbuatan macam tu hanya menampakkan aku ni orang yang pentingkan diri sendiri...yes,kite dah besar,dah tiba masa kita ada haluan hidup sendiri,sampai bila lah korang nak tengok aku yang ntah hape2,yang pretty ugly ni,mesti korang bosan kan?but aku takkan bosan dengan korang....and then,korang pun ade family jugak yang rindukan korang,yang perlukan korang,your mum and dad,your siblings,cousins,nieces and nephews,and all of them that you love out there...
BUT PLEASE KNOW MY FRIEND,EVEN THOUGH HOW FAR LIFE HAVE TAKEN US,STILL, DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART, I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH...

1) to jay sufri
jangan lupa janji ko,aku tuntut bila tiba hari wedding aku...ko akan jadik my wedding photographer...free kan?hahaha=P
2) to my yunks,echah,sya,zaty,ain...
my wedding day nanti,you all jadik flower girl kay?bawak ur partner or hubby..kalau tak pun,pinjamkan aku anak2 mike jadik flower girl aku..hihihi
3) to dearest besties yang lain..
wedding day aku nanti,korang kne wat persembahan..nyanyi lgu aizat...hahahaha...=P
4) to all of you dearest besties
this is hard to say,but please...take care of yourself when we're far away...i'm gonna miss you so much...send my regards to your parents and family...guys,if only you knew how i loved you all so much,just like i loved my family...i can't afford to lose you guys..so please,hope you will be with me till the end,friendship forever...(oh god..nanges lak cakap nih..huhuhuh)NA NUN SARANGHANDA CHINGU!
NA NUN SARANGHANDA!!

ku ada kamu?

i trust you,
i believe in you,
though i'm not putting on too much hope on you,
but still,
i'm longing to have you by my side,
even not as a lover,
i'd want you to be a company,
which i really love to have you always by my side,
even as a friend...
it's sad to let you go...
i've shed tears because of you,
because of what i'm feeling inside,
glad that you're feeling it too...
at least you know what i feel...
though we're not really being open to each other about our feelings,
but deep down inside,you know that i care about you,
and you do care about me...
that's all that matters...
please stay by my side...
for i long to have you here,
with me,
until the day i took my last breath,
i'd hope that day,
you'll be with me..

tak patut,ok??

salam...
hi guys...=(
I'm not well and not so in the mood...
huhuhu....
erm.............
today i feel like writing about what my feelings are rite now...
kinda sad thinking about myself...
pity myself for living such a pitiful life...
hurm...
when i had someone i truly love, that someone didn't appreciate me and can't accept me the way i am...
when i let go of him,i thought i can have my old happy life back..
but pitifully,i can't...
and in just split second,someone's knocking on my heart....
and i started to like this guy...
we're just friends,but who cares.. i like him...
though i know he wouldn't even like me...
this is what i am feeling inside...
but i already made my promise to my mum and dad,that i will and i have handed over the duty to find me my soul mate or my husband - to - be to them,so i don't know what to do...
my heart says i got to ask that guy...
but my mind speaks the other way...
felt like better just let this feeling go away...
i'll be alright..
but will i be alright?
i don't even know...

apsal???

salam guys..urgh!!!!
malam ni memang nak marah sangat2!!
pelik taw tak...
or aku yang tak byase dengan sorang hamba ALLAH ni...
aku pon tak taw lah
tpi apsal slau sangat dye ni nak gurau kasar2 ngan aku ah?
aku rase cukup ringkas,mantap dan padat da aku terangkan kat dye yang aku ni pemanas orangnye...
takkan tak paham lagi kot..
urgh!!!
then came another annoying person,my ex-bf..
gosh!!!
couldn't it be worst??!!!
shit!
i am so freakin' damn pissed off right now!!!

pink-fuckin' perfect lyrics

salam...
hi guys,it's me again=)
today i would like to share with you,a new song from one of my fav singer,PINK (which i dedicated this font colour just her,LOL!=) )
i first watched her video on youtube on her vevo channel....my advice,better watch the clean cut version of her video on this song...=)
what i like about this song and about herself is that in her recent album,is that she's trying to stand up to the ' the under dog' or in easier words is people who is under estimated,looked down upon for just being themselves.that's what attracted me to listen to her song.not to mention her good music which i really2 love..=)
what PINK is trying to say in this song is for anyone who felt they're were living life in hell,felt down on their selves,underestimated,misplaced,unwanted,and any f**king negatives thing,to not feel that way..
everyone had their own way on living life.
everyone had their own gifts and talents.
everyone had their chances in life.
everyone is unique in their own way..
so don't feel down or misplaced,or unwanted if people looked at you like you're an alien or something.you are just yourself.you were just being yourself.that is how you are.
BE ORIGINAL.
BE YOU.

THIS IS THE LYRICS OF PINK'S NEW SONG,F**KIN' PERFECT.

made a wrong turn
once or twice
dug my my way out
blood and fire
bad decisions
that's alright
welcome to my silly life
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood
miss "no way it's all good"
it didn't slow me down
mistaken
always second guessing
underestimated
look,i'm still around

pretty,pretty please
don't you ever ever feel
like you're less than
f**kin' perfect
pretty,pretty please
if you ever,ever feel
like you're nothing
you're f**kin' perfect to me

you're so mean
when you talk
about yourself
you are wrong
change the voices
in your head
make them like you
instead
so complicated
look how big you'll make it
filled with so much hatred
such a tired game
it's enough
i've done all i can think of
chased down all my demons
see you do the same

pretty,pretty please
don't you ever ever feel
like you're less than
f**kin' perfect
pretty,pretty please
if you ever ever feel
like you're nothing
you're f**kin' perfect to me

the world stares while i swallow fears
the only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer
so cool in lying and we tried,tried,tried
but we tried too hard
it's a waste of my time
done looking for the critics
coz they're everywhere
they don't like my genes
they don't get my hair
stringe ourselves
and we do it all the time
why do we do that?
why do i do that?
why do i do that?

ooh,pretty,pretty please
don't you ever ever feel
like you're less than
f**kin perfect
pretty,pretty please
if you ever ever feel
like you're nothing
you're f**kin perfect to me
you're perfect
you're perfect
pretty,pretty please
don't you ever ever feel
like you're nothing
you're f**kin perfect
pretty,pretty please
if you ever ever feel
like you're nothing
you're f**kin perfect to me =)

hope you enjoyed it!!