Friday, October 8, 2010

bad day...=(

salam guys...



hurm...this is kinda weird...writing when i'm not in the mood of doing so...but then,i felt like doing it....so,here i am...



what a day....from one thing to another....everythign is not right for me today...but just like what ustazah safiah said earlier,"everything that happened,there's gotta be something good behind it...just be patient...patience is the key..."...hurm..guess that's what i'm trying to do...keep myself patience all day long and stuffing myself with food.....that could keep me quiet all day long...hahaha!!!! (now you guys know one of my weaknesses...gosh!)



hurm..then come along the other problem...one by one,it falls right onto my head...let me stuff you guys with the story of what i am dealing with today...just this morning,i've been called to the head of SUU(syariah &undang-undang) office to discuss about minor problem inside our programme...felt like been hitted by giant-sized rocks onto my head again and again and again...enuff of that...then head of our department asked me n few of my friends to get to the finance dept and get the money for our programme out and send it to the treasurer of out dept office..then there's where all the heart ache begins...



the head of the finance dept of our college,this "old dude" is trying to question us about what are we doing and even said all that we're doing is such a waste...god dammit!!! if only i could,i would want to punch his olg baggy mouth,fist-full!!!stupid old bag!!!i've been working on this for almost two semesters...if there's something wrong with it,surely it'll be rejected earlier by the officers...and we even got 3K approved by the VP of management&finance dept...then still he's questioning about our programmes...it's not like this is the first this programme had been held here in our college..it's been a tradition of our dept to have this programme every year...then why the hell is it that was so hard for them to give us the money??

urgh!!!truly....this is the 1st and the last time i'm gonna deal with these dumb-ass people...!!trust me,another word from them,and i'll be spitting out dirty words...like my 14 years old niece said on her post on facebook,"piss me and i kill you with my fucking knife!"..hahaha..enuff said...you already know how i am with only those words...

hurm..to tell you the truth,there;s a lot more of these thing that happened to me today,but i'm so tired and fucking pissed off of just reminding it..so,better cut it short...huarrggghhhh!!!!felt soo sleepy already....got to go now peeps!anythign to say,just leave ur comments ans,so long...!!!nak tido...hihihih=)bye2=)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

tAk BaIk WaT mAcAm Tu....

salam dear friends!!!!

waa...lame suda tak mengupdate blog kuh yang terchenta ini...ngeh3...busy sket laa...so,,paham2 je laa kan...

erm...hari ni terdengar satu cerite yang menyakitkan hati jer bile dengar...

erm...story ni tadi aku dengar on the way nak balik ke bilik daripada jumpe ngan ketua jabatan a.k.a. bapak terchenta, ustaz nizam bin jamaludin,dan mendengar beliau meleteri kami2 yang datang jumpe dye tadi...tadah je laa telinge kan...ahaa..balik kepada cerita asal....

aku jalan2 ngan geng aku yang sorang ni,then dye cite kat aku,de sorang lagik geng kitorang ni tadi menangis sebelum pegi kelas...aku pon memBUSYBODY kan diri aku dengan menanyekan beliau,apekehal pulak geng yang sorang tuh nangis....then dye pon cerite laa kat aku....

boyfriend geng aku yang nangis tu, cakap kat geng aku,alaa...senang panggil cik ti je laa ye..haaa...boyfriend cik ti gitau cik ti yang cik ti ni "selfish" a.k.a. mementingkan diri sendiri....then siap mintak putus lagi...aku yang sememangnye tahu pasal hubungan mereka ni,berasa sangat2 sakit hati...sebab aku taw da laki tuh..tak gune nyer orang..menci btul aku...laki tu jenis yang panas baran,cakap ikot suke aty dye je...penah skali tu,aku dengar dak laki tu sound cik ti ,aku lak yang panas aty..orang tu amik berat pasal dye...dye lak wat cam pompuan tu tah ape2 jer...

aku paling tak suke lelaki yang tak pandai nak hargai perempuan yang sayang dye,yang jujur,setia pada dye,tapi balasannye,pompuan tu cuma dapat sakit aty,berendam air mate,and broken heart...

supposedly,cube kite renungkan...bile kite wat baik pade orang,surely kite nak orang wat baik kat kite jugak,kan??but then,sesudah kite wat baik pade orang tu,orang tu pulak wat jahat kat kite...surely kite rase marah,and in addition,pade aku,aku rase nak pukul jer orang tuh...(wah,aku lak emo..hahahha!!)

in this case,bukan sebab aku nk backup kawan aku,tapi aku memang knal kawan aku ni,cik ti,memang baik orang nye..ape2 yang dye buat,even teman aku pegi dating pun,dye akan gtaw jugak kat boyfrend cam harem dye tu...then kalo ade pape yang x sedap didengar yang laki tu cakap,dye lak yang akan mintak maaf kat kitorang bagi pihak lelaki harem tuh...kuang ajor betul lelaki seperti itu...aku doakan cik ti dapat lelaki yang jauh lagi baik,yang hormati dye,better in every way daripade lelaki harem tuh...

this matter yang aku sedang bebelkan ni,aku tak tuju pade lelaki saje pun..pompuan pon same jugak...sometimes,we take for granted ape yang ade depan mata kite..tak hargai langsung ape yang dah kite ade...lelakitak hargai perempuan,perempuan pun tak hargai lelaki...come on guys!!!what a stupid thing to do...jangan laa tergolong dalam golongan orang2 yang rugi...kite mungkin dah ade yang terbaik depan mata kite,tapi oleh kerana butanye kite ni,tak nampak tu semua...yang kite nampak hanye yang kite nak...then bile orang tu dah takde,dah pergi,baru kite nak sesali kebodohan kite sebab tak hargai orang tu...that's what we call a dumb ass!!!

untuk orang hargai kite,kite dulu kene hargai orang...macam dalam hal kawan aku,cik ti ni,dye da hargai pon lelaki harem tu,tapi lelaki tu tak hargai dye pun...sungguh dari lubuk hati aku,cik ti antara kawan aku yang sangat2 masuk ngan kepale aku,and dye sempoi,bile berkawan,it's forever...she's a very good friend indeed...bodohlah mane2 lelaki yang tak hargai pompuan baik cam tu...bukan senang nak dapat seorang pompuan nak cakap pompuan yang lain tu baik and stuff...so,when it happens,that means she truly is...

so to all my fellow friends and peeps....please...hargai semua yang ada sekeliling kite...who knows they might be the right one for you?we might be looking,but we might not really seeing...and,hargailah orang yang sayang anda...bukan mudah nak dapat orang sayang kite...dont just put that away..coz you might lost it forever...

wah..agak panjang aku berleter hari ni..bukan ape,tak suke ade orang diperlakukan sebegitu,nak2 lagi orang yang sangat2 aku knal...so,berhenti sini dulu laa ye..nanti sambung lagi...bye=)