when sensitivity attacks!

salam...

hi again =)

musim final exam da start...=)

hari ni aku takdek paper..next paper jumaat ni,kaunseling islam dan guaman syarie...=)

yang sangat2 tak best nye adelah,paper aku ni straight trus lepas tu...

sabtu,ahad,isnin,selasa...direct!

pergh!

apehal laa....

nasib baik lepas tu habis trus...habis buat selama2nya....hihihi =)

erm...

merujuk kepada tajuk post ini, aku, AFIQAH BINTI MOHD ISMAIL a.k.a. pyka@ afi @pyka hyun su ( current profile name on facebook ), would to ask for forgiveness or apology or whatever they called it nowadays for being suchna drama queen, sensitive freak,being mad for no reason, throwing my temper at anybody who's unlucky ( sorry jay, daus, but mostly jay lah )
coz dye je yang slalu cari pasal ngan aku...
p/s : hahahah...padan muka engkau..! cari pasal lagi...tapi takleh plak nak marah ko lame2, muke ko memang tak leh blah..! aku tak tahan nak gelak...wahahahah!!!!

and also to firdaus... sorry sangat2 kalau aku asek tersentap jek lately =(
unavoidable kot..huhuhu =(
but still thankful sebab ko still melayan aku dengan sempoi, ad still making me laugh,HARD!
ko terbaik lah! =)
and dengan kau pun tak boleh nak marah lama2, aku tengok muka ko, and teringat ko wat muka pelik2 tu...hahahah!! seyes memang tak leh blah sangat2!

erm.ok lah,that's all for today =)

nanti sambung lgi =)

toodles!

birthdays again!

salam guys!

wargh.....currently i am at the lbrary, waiting for some of my friends to come over and study together...

eleh..study lah sangat kalo da jumpe tu,borak lebih ade...muahahahha!!! =)

oiy,kau...hahaha...lupe lak aku nak citer...

semalam aku balik umah, sebab ade dinner kat luar ramai2...

celebrating birthday umi aku, kay (husband ila ),pakcik (jaja's dad) n abang wan @ saffuan a.k.a afdlin shauki...muahahahah!!!

diorang wat makan kat gerai faveret pakcik, kat tanjung selangor... the stall looks very old,but the cooking,hahaha....

SEDAP HINGGA MENJILAT JARI!

semalam macam seafood fiesta! ade udang goreng planta, ketam goreng lada, sayur campur, ayam kampung. ikan jemuduk masak asam pedas...pergh!!! terbaik!!

tuh laa sebab hari ni mate aku cam nak garu dengan garfu jek ase...gatal bohh!!!! aku ni allergic ngan udang actually.....sotong pon same,but x seteruk allergic udang...
( orang yang berkenaan,sila amik perhatian..sekian,terima kasih )

erm, then, kitorang pun ,total 4 family, start stuffing our faces with the delicious food! and tana berjaya disangkal oleh aku lah kan, menambah nasik sampai 2 pinggan...wahahahah!!!

aku xdek lah hentam sangat pon seafood tuh,tapi allergic tuh tetaplah allergic...xdapat nk wat ape lah kan...terima jek lah dengan hati yang terbuka =(

seronok gak lah last nite, but sayangnye xdek momot, and nana...kalo x, mesti lagik havoc jadik nyer...

aku de gak snap a few pics kai camera besor...but x upload lagik lah...pic yang kat bawah tuh,aku bajet2 hot jek snap sendirik kai cam phone and dengan penuh pasaan rendah diri + ngade sikit2 upload kat sini...muahahahah!!!

adeh..bapak lambat budak2 ni sampai..merangkak ke jalan kaki? bukan kuantan - kl..baler...haih!

erm,k lah..ain da smpai..aku nk sambung study nih...
(padehal x start lagik pon..) muahahahah!!!

ok2....

bye2 you all...

nanti kalo de story best2, aku post lagik erk...

daa... =)

( amik nak kau..bapak besar mate...muahahah! )

saye suka lagu ini... =)

salam...

morning guys!!

wargh....just got back from breakfast with my little sister,ain...

sedap tadi makan roti telur dengan teh tarik...

hahahaha...true malaysian food!

malaysia rocks!

hihihi....

erm..just wondering, someone asked me to hear this song, it's kinda an old track of ada band album, titled "HARUSKAH KU MATI"...

I downloaded this song a few nights before,and after hearing it for a while, i think i loved it... when i listen to a song, i am not just hearing it...i get in to the song, understanding what is it trying to say in every words...

some song just had the lyrics written too straight forward, no need for people to go deep inside it to understand what is it trying to say..it's there already.

but some lyricist wanted the listener to go deep into the song and feel the music,understanding each words in it, feel what the song is trying to say...

that's why for me, when i listen to a song, i fell in love with the words first, then i listened to the music...

hihihih...enough of the babbling...straight to the lyric instead..

hope you liked it as much as i do =)

ADA BAND - HARUSKAH KU MATI

bagaimana mestinya
membuatmu jatuh hati kepada ku
telah ku tuliskan sejuta puisi
meyakinkanmu membalas cintaku

haruskah ku mati karena mu
terkubur dalam kesedihan...
sepanjang waktuku...
haruskah ku relakan hidupku
hanya demi cinta yang bisa membunuhku...
hentikan denyut nadi jantungku...
tanpa kau tahu betapa suci hatiku
untuk..memilikimu

adakah keikhlasan
dalam palung jiwamu...mengetukmu
ajarkan bahasa perasaan
hingga hatimu tak lagi membeku...

tiadakah ruang dihatimu untukku
yang mungkin bisa untukku singgahi
hanay sekadar penyejuk
disaat ku layu
ku setia menantimu hingga akhir masa

teringat cerita lama...??

salam...

erm,been reading my old posts in this old blog...

and tiba2 terbaca post time birthday aku yang ke-20...the happiest night i've ever had,eventho masa tu final exam kalo x silap aku...

erm..that time, i had the one i loved so much,with me,making me smile,making me feel on top of the world with all the nice words and love he gave me...

and then bila baca tu,teringat pulak semua yang happened dulu,way back when i was with him...he's the kind of guy who would love to cuddle me up.and back then,i loved it so much.

hahaha...lupe kan je lah...i am happy the way i am right now... i had some one who could make me laugh even when i'm crying my heart out...

i need that the most rather than keep crying my heart out every night,and no one even cared...

i needed the guy who could me appreciate me for being just myself, not the one who would want me to live a lonely life like him,want to turn me to be like him..i'd like a guy who could take me for me,not comparing me to his previous girl...

i am afi, i am myself... i am not their past stories...

yes,at times,i still do remember him...

i can't deny that..it's the truth...

he still wants me back with him,but i'm not going back...
i had someone i loved right here wih me...whom i could talk to,who;s open enough to hear me talk about anything...

i have him with me.
i'm not gonna let him go.
i need him.
i don't need my past time.

i am moving on with my life.
i love my life.
i love my family.
i love my friends.
i love the guy i am with.
i love everything.

bak kata alyah dalam lagu dye,"tak mungkin kerna sayang" tuh...

"sekali sekala ada rindu yang datang tiba-tiba...
tak mungkin kerana sayang.cuma terganggu oleh perasaan...
begitu hidup ini tiada yang abadi...
yang patah tumbuh,yang hilang berganti...
kau telah jauh,jauh dari ku,tiada ruang dihati buat mu..
namun harus ku akui ada ketika diminda kau menjelma kembali...
tak mungkin kerana sayang,hanya kadang kala aku terkenang..."

hahaha...
kau...kan aku da nyanyi,siap berjiwang lagi di pagi hari...
muahahahha!!!
hoi,ngantuk dah laa....
tido dulu k?
tomorrow i story you all lgi..=)
chow,toodles =)

seronok nyer macam ni =)

salam =)

sekarang ni jam menunjukkan jam 1.40 pagi...=)

aku duk mengadap lappy and mengadap buku ulum quran dan ulum hadis,ASU2093, study 2 bab...

seronok lak study bile ade orang yang teman...hihihi =)

serious,it's fun...rase cam bersemangat lak nk trus study...=P

ngade laa ko pika =P

muahahah!!!

ngantuk gak ni,tengok ain,kak long, and mira da lame menjelajah dunia mimpi yang indah,melayari bahtera alam mimpi yang indah tiada penghujungnya,tapi aku ni duk mengadap mende ni yang banyak kemain nek kene hafal...adeh =(

huhuhu...takpe pika,kan ko study ade orang yang temankan...hihihi =)
I LOIKE!
ngihihihih =P (gedik betol laa...)

erm...xtaw nak mengarut hape dah ni...ase cam nak onboard gak flight ke alam mimpi yang bahagia macam ain,kak long, n amira tuh..jeles lak aku ditinggalkan sendirian nih.hahaha...

kay lah yer, tomorrow kalau ade story hot lagik,aku story kat sini..sile laa menengok yer..=)

to dearest frend,JAY LINGUICH...
seronok kau ye dapat gi jalan bawak alya..muahahahahah!!!
(bakor line boh!)

gud nite,sleep tight,toodles!

muah3x!

the final battle is about to begin...

salam...

hi guys =)

erm...right now,i'm the middle of STUDY WEEK...

which means this week there will be no classes,and i will have to study for my exams next week...

and to be frank, i am not doing it...=P

hahaha...xtaw laa nape...

everytime study week je,mesti aku ni malas nak study...

aktiviti aku ni cuma bukak Facebook,main game,tido,makan,tido lagi,basuh baju,makan,tido lagi,makan lagi,tengok movie,tido,makan lagi...

tu jek lah aktiviti aku...hihihi =P

erm...da sem last dah ni,tapi tahap kemalasan aku masih same macam sem2 dulu jugak...

haih,pika2...bile laa ko nak berubah ni pika....

adey laa...=(

tahun ni da umur 21,perangai still macam mase skolah lagi...

erm...sebenarnye bukan xnak study,tapi distraction banyak sangat laa...(alasan..hahahah)

duk kat bilik ni,adoyai,katil tu cam berhantu lak...tak boleh tengok aku duk kat meja study....macam memanggil2 jek suruh aku landing atas dye...muahahahahah!!!

lagipun banyak lagi game dalam lappy ni yang aku tak habis lagi nak explore...

semua ni dugaan betul...hadeh!

"uiy pika,xleh macam ni...kene study...subjek first tu ulum quran...nak mampos ke kalo x start menghafal...?"
(monolog dengan diri sendiri)

erm..pesanan penaja kepada all my best friends that i love soo much, jangan tiru macam saya...hahaha...

sila study,kite dah last sem..sampai bila nak main2 nih...
(cakap orang,diri sendiri tah pape)

uiy...sedih lak bila teringat dah nak habis ni...lepas final exam ni,semua akan bawa diri,ikut haluan masing-masing...

hope our friendship last forever....

love you so much guys!!!
sobb...sobb...=(

erm..pesanan seorag sahabat kepada sahabat2 yang disayangi...

guys, i love you so much...let us all do our best in this FINAL BATTLE our lives here in KIPSAS...
I wish that we will all had our best times together in this last battle together...
and let us give our best towards this battle...
for do or die,i love you all so much =)

na nun saranghanda chingu!

salam....
hi again to all =)
wargh....it's been long since i last opened up my blogger account nih...
agak touching and sedih bile baca entry blog TerOmpa kL@siK, post " Terima Kasih Sahabat" yang ditulis oleh my best friend yang datangnye dari jauh, Muhammad J Sufri Bin Jefri, dari Sabah negeri bawah bayu, (negeri bakal mak mertua aku..hahahaha...=P )...
sangat sedih bace entry tuh....tak sangka lak beliau akan mention aku dalam entry dye and even mention aku sebagai best friend dye...bace entry dye tu,hati aku sangat2 tersentuh...just because that little things i've done for them, aku dihargai sampai macam tu sekali...
x pernah lagi laa kawan2 aku wat macam tu kat aku,contoh nye macam mentioning my name in their blog entry and such laa...even though other friends tak mention aku dalam blog mereka,but still,aku tahu mereka jugak hargai aku seperti kawan baik aku si JAY ni...
gelak ketawa yang kita share selama ni,bukan untuk jay sorang je,but untuk semua besties aku,such as my dearest yunks, sya,echah,zaty,ain,FIRDAUS=P,luqman,rose,eteng,zhafir,hashim,ery,and those yang aku tak mention kat sini,FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, I WOULD NEVER FORGET IT..THAT WAS THE MOST SWEETEST THINGS WE EVER HAD TOGETHER AND I WILL CHERISHED IT AND ALL OF YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH...
kawan2,nak2 lagi macam diorang suma ni, yang boleh share susah senang,tempat kite boleh menangis and boleh ajak gelak (memang feveret diorang ni gelak), payah nak cari... oh god...tak reti macam mana nak cerita...kalau boleh aku tunjukkan je macam mana bebunga,gembira,terharu,suka nye hati aku ni bila bersama dengan diorang,dah aku belah dada ni,and akan aku tunjukkan je rupa hati aku ni supaya my dearest friends ni tahu how valueble they are to me in my life...
dearest friend,if i could beg you to not to leave me,i would've done it...yes,aku akan buat..merayu supaya korang tak tinggalkan aku...tak tahu macam mana nak jadi,for 3 years,korang ade dengan aku,aku tengok muka korang,muke, baru bangun tido,muke sedih,muka bengang,muka happy,semua muka dah aku tengok...macam mana ni kalau korang takde?
kalau boleh aku hentikan masa ni,supaya korang takkan pergi,supaya korang sentiasa akan ada dengan aku,akan aku buat...tapi perbuatan macam tu hanya menampakkan aku ni orang yang pentingkan diri sendiri...yes,kite dah besar,dah tiba masa kita ada haluan hidup sendiri,sampai bila lah korang nak tengok aku yang ntah hape2,yang pretty ugly ni,mesti korang bosan kan?but aku takkan bosan dengan korang....and then,korang pun ade family jugak yang rindukan korang,yang perlukan korang,your mum and dad,your siblings,cousins,nieces and nephews,and all of them that you love out there...
BUT PLEASE KNOW MY FRIEND,EVEN THOUGH HOW FAR LIFE HAVE TAKEN US,STILL, DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART, I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH...

1) to jay sufri
jangan lupa janji ko,aku tuntut bila tiba hari wedding aku...ko akan jadik my wedding photographer...free kan?hahaha=P
2) to my yunks,echah,sya,zaty,ain...
my wedding day nanti,you all jadik flower girl kay?bawak ur partner or hubby..kalau tak pun,pinjamkan aku anak2 mike jadik flower girl aku..hihihi
3) to dearest besties yang lain..
wedding day aku nanti,korang kne wat persembahan..nyanyi lgu aizat...hahahaha...=P
4) to all of you dearest besties
this is hard to say,but please...take care of yourself when we're far away...i'm gonna miss you so much...send my regards to your parents and family...guys,if only you knew how i loved you all so much,just like i loved my family...i can't afford to lose you guys..so please,hope you will be with me till the end,friendship forever...(oh god..nanges lak cakap nih..huhuhuh)NA NUN SARANGHANDA CHINGU!
NA NUN SARANGHANDA!!